“Put on my music, because I’m going to be there for you” – Demi Lovato

It’s funny how much music and its lyrics can tell our stories for us. I went for an hour long walk the other day. It was beautiful out and I was listening to my music. I realized that I learn a lot about myself and my situations from the music that I listen to. I have always loved music but as I got older, it became a bigger part of my life.

It helps make sense of everything. When I’m trying to put the pieces of a Continue reading

One Word Challenge: Guilty

10982207_794405137262870_7253024228951136625_nOne of the reasons I live a somewhat balanced, happy life is because I am selfish when I need to be. What I mean by that is, I never feel guilty when I need to do something for me or my life. Sometimes people feel guilty when doing something that may cause an inch of annoyance, frustration, or sadness in someone else. It’s great if you want to make everyone happy and not cause any problems for them, but what about you?

I do care for others. I’d do anything for my friends. But there should be a line between Continue reading

One Word Challenge: Rare

One Word Challenge: Rare

I’m going to talk about two little things in this post because I can’t really think of one big thing. Rare moments of pure happiness and rare moments of complete relaxation. I think it is so important to realize these things are rare. When we realize that, we appreciate it more and take full advantage of these moments. I experienced both of those this past weekend, so I guess I could say I had a pretty rare weekend, which is now a long weekend because SNOW DAY.

Rare moments of pure happiness

Being happy isn’t rare. Many things make people happy. But when we experience Continue reading

More abled than disabled

So I have had a few people ask me to blog post about my disability. What is it? Was I born with it? How does it affect me? What can I do and what can’t I do? Does it bother me? I really do not mind getting ask these questions. I love educating people on it. I would rather them ask than not ask. It’s common that people make false assumptions, so I am very open and honest to try and avoid that.

When I was two years old, I was diagnosed with Cancer. I went through chemotherapy and Continue reading

Demi Lovato

If you know Demi Lovato, unless you’re a Lovatic, you probably only know her as a singer and actress. She is amazingly talented. She has an amazing voice (she sings me to sleep at night haha). She’s amazing live. Her vocals, dance moves and stage presence are incredible. You wouldn’t be disappointed. But there’s a part of Demi that not everyone knows about. Behind all that talent is an amazing person.

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Demi has been through a lot. I’m not going to go into much detail because it’s not my Continue reading

2015 Is Finally Here!

2015 is finally here. 2014 was so long and draining. I think it’s safe to say it’s been one of the shittiest years ever, with a few exceptional moments.

photo (1)*This page is from Demi’s book. Every page has a date, a quote, a write up demi wrote and a goal made up by Demi.

I think it’s important to take a look back at the good times and achievements, no matter if Continue reading

Next Stop: Journalism

I am about to start Journalism in January and I am very excited about it. I’ve always known that I’m a good writer and been known to be a good writer. I remember sending emails to my aunt and it would have near perfect grammar and spelling (I don’t know how good I’ll be in this because I’m feeling lazy these days). It would be very well written. I would use a lot of descriptive words and it sounded like a narration of a movie, even though it was just supposed to be a simple description of my day. It just came naturally too. She always said I should go into Journalism. I always shook my head because I hated the idea. Truth was; I HATED writing, even though I was good at it.

I started the Child and Youth Worker program at my local college September 2013. I had, and will Continue reading

Don’t do it alone.

I’ve been going through a rough period for quite some time now. I’ve been feeling alone. I have lost some support systems over the years due to lack of communication, distance, busy lives etc. But that’s normal. Things happen. Totally understandable. So I needed to find someone else. I thought I had no one but I looked closer and found someone. I reached out to her. Now she’s helping me. She’s helping me get help. I felt a relief. A relief knowing I wasn’t in this alone and that I had help. I finally had help after my long search.

If you are struggling, please ask for help. Please reach out. Please don’t go through it alone. Sometimes Continue reading

Mistakes don’t define us.

I’ve made so many mistakes in my life. Hell, I make them everyday. People make mistakes such as putting off homework, forgetting something, saying wrong things/misinterpretation, wearing really uncomfortable clothes, sending something to someone by accident, yelling at someone, creeping an ex on social media and regretting it, putting to much on a credit card. Or something big like falling back into old habits/addictions, doing something stupid while drunk, breaking a promise. The lists of things can go on and on. I’ve done everything on that list but oh well. I learned my lesson.

Mistakes are mistakes. We often beat ourselves up for making them. Why though? Mistakes are Continue reading